so much for thinking that i probably wouldn't update this anyway.

it really bothers me when someone that you tell everything says some cruel ass things
without you knowing... and yet they think it's okay to take things that you've come up with and make it look like they came up with it in the first place.

plagiarism much?

next time i come up with something heart-felt and creative, i'll make sure it only finds its way across the pages in my notebook for no one to see.

i'm tired of you taking my words.

spreading rumors
it's so stupid
go do something meaniful you dumbasses
my god

today was a lot lot lott of fun!

well i didn't get to play kickball in gym today because i forgot to bring shoes to run in, silly me =]
but i was the score keeper which was just as fun because i kept putting the points on the wrong side of the score board and then sam would yell at me.

english was boring..... we always do the same stuff... ickk.

then it was science which was also nothing special.

math.... same.. nothing special

LUNCH!
so first i was just eating and sitting with melissa and cameron and we were just chilling, but then i had a meeting for the talent show so i had to leave, but it hardly took five minutes so i was back downstairs.
so then it was melissa, monica, marissa, kristin, stacy, and me and we went friggin CRAZY! i don't even remember what happened but we just didn't stop laughing
but then melissa and i both had to pee so we went upstairs to the bathroom and kristin was leaning on the sink and then she fell in it; when she tried to get up though, she turned in on. hahaha. and then i came out of the bathroom stall i was walking around clucking like a chicken on acid so all of us just about died laughing.

history i was being obnoxious and max was yelling at me but it was fun fun fun.

french, obnoxious again =]

and then the wonders of wildlife beef was making fun of ashley's toes.. wow, today was nice =].

well seeing as i never update this, i'm going to try to again.
but anyways

friday night was amazing =]
and today was nice
and such

i'll say more tomorrow
i'm on the phone with keona

i am effing TIRED
jeezeeeeeeees

EHMAGAWD!

you totally should have been here yesterday! i ran into the door and tristan and i ran around the house with one roller blade on hahahahaha!!!!

bored... haven't updated in like a month

see the strange thing is is that i just had a bunch of stuff in mind to say but then i forgot when i started typing... ugh whatev... i'm going to bed

Bonne nuit amours

Ugh,
Everybody I like love is gone... or very near but not so much ugh I'm sad. No more Peter, Jeffy, Emily... ugh and the list goes on. Who wants to give a hug? I want to go to Six Flags now....

OOOOOOHH!! Ashley and I went to Tristan's house today and jumped on the trampoline and lost our markers and hurt our cooches and spit out soda and played duck duck goose AND threw ROCKS! It was awesome.

Well,
I haven't updated this thing since like.... march I think.. if even then... well I just wanted to say I hope everyone had a great school year and I hope you have a great summer to go with it, also congratulations to the graduates, I idolize you all and keep up all your effing awesome work and do your best in college. HAPPY NO MORE SCHOOL YA'LL!

Je t'aime tous,
Hayley<3

i am so fucking pissed off!!!! ARGH!!!!

and i like TOOTHPASTE

my eyeballs burn
stupid queers....

i hate people who think shooting people solves things...

so my sister is a disrespecful whore.

i'll give you details seeing as i'm not caring so much right now.

so my sister, vanessa, went out with this fucking fugly dickweed named tj and he treated her like total and complete shit. when she was with him her grades started dropping, she was skipping class, stopped trying all together. then they broke up and she said she was going to get her shit together, and she didn't. then alex the teacher went and talked to her and told her that tj was an asshole pretty much and he wasn't worth it. so today fourth hour when i was in ceramics i see her with tj feeling her up and they DO NOT GO OUT, and i started crying because i was pissed off and frustrated with her and alex saw since it is his class and all. so he comes up to me and says that i should let it go for now and let vanessa make her own mistakes. then i left for lunch. melissa was still in the ceramics room with alex and alex said something or whatever and melissa told him that vanessa and tj dont go out anymore and i guess alex had a talking with vanessa.

then in math quintin and kaleb tell me that they saw vanessa and tj making out like two days ago after she's been running through the house whinning about how much she hates him and how ugly he is and la de da de hoo hoo. melissa chimes in and says vanessa made out with (insert name here) too. i'll be nice and not put his name here. ugh. i have a fucking slut for a sister all of a sudden and i used to idolize her.

seventh hour was magical.. hahahaha..... i love salt dough. it makes me go MAD!

today was okay i guess.... not really exciting though... or useful.

Homegroup- what was up with that survey? i so wanted to say i was asian...
1st hour- science. notes, worksheet, your standard science class
2nd hour- english. notes, worksheet.
3rd hour- gym. messed around with the volley ball, that was about it.
Lunch- eh. boring.
4th hour- ceramics. we didn't do anything except sit around.
5th hour- math. god i hate math. who gives a rat's ass about "nice" and "not nice" fractions? not me obviously. math sucks.
6th hour- social studies. worksheet. i still have no idea what any of the answers are, so i'm just not doing it.
7th hour- kate. scandinavia. not so bad, good group of friends in that class. no drama. cool.

and now i'm tired and the hoodie i have on smells like abercrombie. not bad.

today we went maaaaajor grocery shopping... like really.
we like bought the whole store.

before that, vanessa went driving dad's suv so i was really nervous sitting in the back seat. thankfully she didn't hit and pedestrians, but she told my dad she hit four. word for word, "Daddy I only hit four pedestrians!"

and now i'm bored. just magnificent.

i kinda love monica
she makes me laugh really hard
thanks my love

whinning people irritate me.. and people who are compulsive liars and rude. it's just old so stop. DUH.

Yesterday Quintin got hit by a car. Let's not put that into detail.

This morning he called me at 8:00 from the hospital and I found out what room he was in and how he was doing and such, then I went and picked up ashley so we could go and visit him.

So we did that.

Then we went to target and the mall and took ashley home.

My sister, my mom, and I went to Qudoba for lunch and then bought ice cream from Cold Stone.

And then we went home.

Quintin called me when he got home from the hostital so I went over to his house for about two hours and hung out with him and everyone else who was there.

It's a great feeling to know one of your good friends isn't dead or in serious pain. Keep your friends close and never take them for granted. They could be gone in one mere heartbeat.

i'm kinda pissed

today was really annoying but then it got better. and i have no idea why i'm typing this because i really dont feel like typing so... yeah

i took a lot of new myspace pictures.. i must get bored easily...

so i dont have braces anymore... but i have a retainer, which i mother freaking hate... feel bad for me you non retainered queers...

i went ice skating today for dakota's party. it was beautiful. i had a very very pleasant time, although my right knee hurts quite a bit, but no matter..

i'll have to go again sometime. i wonder if you can rent out the rink for just you and whoever else and stuff... boy that would be awesome..

oh my gosh today was great

lipstick makes me happy
and so does.... a person :-)

yesterday was chicago...
it rocked pretty hard until people decided to be rude.

never you mind that

so we (katie, melissa, monica, my mom, and i) went to the planetarium and saw this 3D thingy.. the previews were the best part.. it was a total acid trip. and we went to this museum thingy and stuff..

monica and i pretty much spent the whole time together... and we did not mention a guy once which was great, because guys are for the insecure. i also put this sparkly stuff on her face when we stopped at The Body Shop. we went to Starbucks before that to get liquids and such. we ate lunch at the planetarium, and it was wonderfully good. oh my gosh was it good.

it didnt really feel as if katie was even there though.. she kept straying away from the group, and when she was with us all that she talked about was adam this, adam that, this guy, that guy, he's so cute, ladedadehoohoo. everything was guys guys guys or nothing at all.

she didnt sit with us on the train. she went and sat with adam! woo hoo! and when we tried to get her attention screaming at the very top of our lungs and she was only just above us, she didnt hear us i guess....

whatever it was a grand time and melissa and monica wemmert rock my freaking socks.

okay now what happened today you ask?
well i shall tell you.

*First Hour Math- test.. didnt finish it, so much crap to do over and over again...
*Second Hour Science- WE COLLECTED FREAKING BACTERIA! taylor and i were partners.. i got repulsive baterianess off a toilet seat and off a handle pusher thing on the sink, and taylor got stuff from the bottom of the radiator and the mouth piece of the water fountain.
*Homegroup- boring as usual.. we read books...
*Third Hour English- i am so tired of that class, we do the same thing everyday..
*Fourth Hour What The Songs Look Like- we were supposed to watch a movie but nooooo, alex decided to be a loser so we had to work, of course i had nothing to do because im finished with my project already, so i read about the artist of my song online..
*Lunch- monica and i had a talking with katie about chicago, then we figured this was going no where so we screwed that. i dont know where monica went after that, but i was eating other people's food and being rude to murphy.. what? that kid's annoying..
*Fifth Hour Social Studies- test.. easyish.. i was as tired as an elephant that had just ran a mile at a very quick speed... i kept dozing off while we were reading that paper after the test about segregation.
*Sixth Hour Ceramics- made a pot on the wheel.. i almost fell asleep there too.. which is probably the reason the pot wont end up turning out but oh well...
*Seventh Hour Sewing- a plain old judy, made me do something that wasnt supposed to be played with during SEWING. my homegroup page wasnt done thanks to taylor (homegroup taylor), so next year ill do it myself since she was very irresponsible about what she said she was going to do. it was her job to keep the grid and my job to get the pictures and such, she lost the grid. typical. so i had to throw together our homegroup page when i should have been sewing because she was being childish.
*After Seventh Hour Outside/Bus- outside i didnt do much.. tired, irate, and such. the bus though my gosh... tristan is fun to tickle! he completely has full body spasms.. its grand.

and now i am home and bored.. and i have to go to church later.... argghhhhh...

call me pathetic but i mean i can't help it really... i've tried and tried and tried and then just think, well if nothing will ever happen, why try, and then i lie and then stuff sucks and i write depressing poems and sing sad songs until my throat is discombobulated.
okay even though this person doesn't know that they ARE this person i'd simply like to state this:
give me a break and another chance.

ugh

today was FABULOUS! i was SOLD to the taylor in the very back row she's an eight she's a nine she's a ten i know hahaha. i seem to be worth 21 dollars on the dot and i strutted my little ass in front of the whole school and imagined i was a mini Janice Dickinson and did one wonder job. you know i'm cute don't lie hahahaha.

dance is tomorrow
so is the auction
so i'm looking forward to it but then again im not.. but oh well.. if no buys me that sucks hahahahaha...

i am covered in chocolate...

this friday is the dance
ewe

valentine's day completely sucks ass... today was fucking noah's ark, literally. people were coupling off like the human race was ceasing that very second. and what happened to me on noah's ark? nothing, i was left in the water to drown for 40 days and 40 nights.

what am i ugly or something? do i smell repulsive? do i walk like i have something excruciatingly large up my ass? i mean really guys, yes GUYS as in BOYS, show me a little love here... unless i really have none. ugh. i loved valentine's day once upon a time, but now, i wish it was called single's day.

i wish someone would have me think otherwise.

so today i got to spend a lot of money at american eagle

what did i buy you ask?
well how about i tell you.

i bought,
a hoodie
a blue graphic tshirt
a gray favorite tshirt
a green graphic tshirt
a purple-ish boyfriend tank
a necklace
and a pair of jeans

it was quite fun spending someone elses money and then saving more then a hundred bucks on all of it. the all access pass works miracles..

american eagle card arrived a few days ago, so we happen to get to spend 125 dollars each... good plum days..

i hate that hypothecially Valentine's Day is in about a week.
i hate Valentine's Day.

so... single again...
cool

who would have ever thought that there would be gorgeous guys at church with their mumzzies and dadzzies and sisters and such?

yes he was very wow.

yes, it's happening again... i think i need my time away from.. things...
so again i'm bored. i don't understand why i allow my life to be so boring...

yeah im bored

im bored...

you need to name some scary movies for me
yeah

i dont know really... im getting questiony again.. its probably not good...
i should get over everything ive felt.. it makes me stupid.

hells yeahs
singlenessssss
alllllllllllllllllll gone

i think i fell in love today
and i dont even know his name...